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Stage I. Shock
06:34
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Day by day I try to understand
why people say now that you’re gone.
I use all my strength to convince
them they are wrong
(I) remember your face, time gets lost.
I barely can think a straight line in my head
my cry blows up everything (all) around me.
I don’t know what is real and what is not,
I’m pretty sure you’re coming back.
[Hey! They might be right/No! They must be wrong]
It will be unfair if you’re not here with me.
[You can find a way/I can’t find no hope]
I'm lost
the other reality comes to me,
they might be right…
All the things I can remember
By those feelings I surrender
Now I feel like I’m a stranger
All my life has been suspended (x4)
That beauty, that beauty
can’t be stole away from me
That beauty, that beauty
must be real life we’re connected by soul
[Hey!They might be right/No! They must be wrong]
[You can find a way/I can’t find no hope]
[You can find a way/I can’t find no hope]
[Hey! They might be right/No! They must be wrong]
That beauty, that beauty fades away, I cry.
That beauty, that beauty
follows me in my edging fire.
All the things I can remember
By those feelings I surrender
Now I feel like I’m a stranger
All my life has been suspended
We are so happy my love,
we’re still are connected by soul
[No!They must be wrong/Hey! They might be right]
No, I cannot be taken by fool,
[I can’t find no hope/You can find a way]
there’s no more complains
‘cause they might be trying to help me to find…
There’s, there's nothing else, I get it now, you will never come back with me, they're alright, but it can’t be, no, it can’t be right
That beauty, that beauty can’t be stole away
That beauty, that beauty pushes me to denial fire
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2. |
Stage II. Denial
10:03
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By the pain I can deny
you'll find the sorrow in my eyes
just now i've realized
louder I can shout, I can't longer find.
All my thoughts are focused in
finding strength to carry on
my mood weight a ton there's no will to be
All I made was making it for good
(You shouldn't made it)
All my whole life I've been living just for you
(now you get it!)
No way, I've been blind here
and I can't stand
there's no place to go without you.
My life ends here I've been waiting
('till the last time)
Now I face the real world
my dreams are gone…
All my thoughts...
All my thoughts were thinking in both two
(No, you didn't)
All my whole life I've been living just for you(and now you get it!)
Still here, I'm all broken but I can't stand
there's no place to go without you
My love still here but I can't wait for a sign
now that I face it to myself
My dreams still are to be by your side forever and you don't care
you don't care at all, all I always did was love you
By the pain I can deny...
I know that now your soul is free
but it's so hard to recognize
Now life is just in debt
I can't handle it, I will no longer be
All my thoughts…
Baby I feel just mad, I still can't stand
There's no place to go without you, my soul's burning
with all your lies, I did no wrong
all my troubles out and spreading them with anger,
there's no place to go without you there's no place to say goodbye
baby there's no place to say goodbye
All my life is over
My heart aches, I feel rage (x4)
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3. |
Stage III. Rage
09:14
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Hearing your voice is so annoying
Facing the truth is so frustrating
now the truth is so annoying
Facing the truth is so annoying
now my thoughts are (that)
you must burn fast in hell
Deep inside me
I don't know
who the hell has control me
and makes me living hiding through these lies
Hearing your voice is so annoying...
This just makes me feel awful
but it's not this way
you cannot lie these ancient skies
this is all I've got
and now you're leaving me
for you there are no tears
All we can't deny
we cannot survive
with the love we share my soul's been
Gone
This is what I know
I can't find you there
This is coming
War inside my head
This is what I've got
I can't find you there
This is coming
War inside my head
Deep inside me...
Deep inside me, now it's time to rebel
and control myself
Deep inside me...
Deep inside me, now it’s time to rebel
and control you
Hearing your voice is so annoying...
for you there are no tears
Gone...
War inside my head
you can't ask for more
this is what I know
you could find me close
Hearing your voice is so annoying
This just makes me feel awful
but it's not this way
you cannot lie these ancient skies
this is all I've got
and now you're leaving me
for you there are no tears
All we can't deny
we cannot survive
with the love we share my soul's been
Gone
This is what I know
I can't find you there
This is coming
War inside my head
This is what I've got
I can't find you there
This is coming
War inside my head
War inside my head
you can't ask for more
this is what I know
you could find me
you could find me close
you could find me there
can't find me anymore
This is what I've got
all my life was yours
I will recall
but now my life is mine
the hate has grown inside
you can't fight this rage
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4. |
Stage IV. Bargaining
05:13
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Time moves slowly, moves backwards
when there's nothing else to...
Dream, resist and fight towards
when there's nothing else to...
Live our lives will make it worth
So there's nothing else to care/
about us, at this time
(But) If it’s nothing else to care/ When there's nothing else
(We) can do anything, miracles, break the rules and even
trust (that) we can amend things and see
if everything will go on
Chasing miracles, miracles, what a waste of time, no!
There are things that I need to change
No promise we'll work it out
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5. |
Stage V. Depression
06:32
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Now finally I've seen
this is all real
all that I've used to fear
This beautiful dream
wonderful scene
it has been hard as tin
All memories you've left
the first time we met
is helpless for me to forget
I can't find you
in the places were you used to
but I need madly to know who
or what was the reason you left so soon
When you held me tight
I used to shine (he used to shine)
and now I fade to black
I am turning into dust
Sometimes but now
sometimes I feel your bittersweet perfume
sometimes your voice is whispering my name
but then I turn back and see
nobody's waiting there for me
Once upon a time the river of the destiny
create a precious moment to be timeless, to be one
I’d like to live it really slow
but now my life is running fast rewind
All the things that made this love to be so nice,to be so pure must be enough to carry on, to make me strong and live it through
but I think I can't, but I think I won't, but I feel I sank,but I feel I don't, I would like to please, please I want to know how can I live without you
When you held me tight
I used to shine (he used to shine)
and now I fade to black
I am turning into dust
Sometimes but now
sometimes I feel your bittersweet perfume
sometimes your voice is whispering my name
but then I turn back and see
nobody's waiting there for me
I am so alone
when I get me home
I feel out-of-the way
I won’t be astray
Now this "no more tears"
will help me to release
the darkness held within me
Within me
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6. |
Stage VI. Testing
06:33
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Let me be what I am
I will never surrender
I have more things to say
will make you understand
All I know is just the truth
of a past we believe in
And now i fight not to go blue
no matter how hard could end to be
To come and go is a subterfuge
future's waiting we get to
the challenge seems so fucking huge
I will never forget you
[VOZ INTERIOR, CULPA]
I can't understand how you're having fun
You're insensitive.It seems you forget all
Now my fears growls again
I'm not sure what I'm doing
Having fun to ease the pain
(I) must be sure where I'm going
but you cannot be returned
I must face it, to live free
all bad feelings I should burn
I'm sure you'd be proud to see me
To come and go is a subterfuge
future's waiting we get to
the effort is so fucking huge
I will never forget you
To come and go is a subterfuge
future's waiting we get to
the challenge seemed so fucking huge
I will never forget you
[VOZ INTERIOR, CULPA]
You could be more respectful
You could........ [shut up!]
To come and go is a subterfuge
future's waiting we get to
the effort was so fucking huge
I will never forget you
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7. |
Stage VII. Acceptance
10:04
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I can’t believe I’m finally here
after spreading many tears
I was supposed to end up sunk
My strength grew up, don’t let me shrunk
You can’t go and say goodbye
I feel the rage as a disguise
you call my name just can’t deny
All my thoughts have been invaded.
It wasn’t easy, I’m sure it won’t
This pain, this tears will take so long
It would be worth it, now I know
we are united by our souls
You can’t go and say goodbye
I feel the rage as a disguise
you call my name just can’t deny
All my thoughts have been invaded.
Hands to get, no to regret
you can’t find any single way
I don’t know how I can’t say why
there’s another way to fly
Everytime I close my eyes
It’s like heaven in my mind
“You can deny the anger
The anger holds you stay”
You can’t go and say goodbye
I feel the rage as a disguise
you call my name just can’t deny
All my thoughts have been invaded.
Hands to get, no to regret
you can’t find any single way
I don’t know how I can’t say why
but there’s another way to fly
Everytime I close my eyes
It’s like heaven in my mind
“You can deny the anger
The anger holds you stay”
Holds you stay
Please come, hold me behind the line
You can do so I know
now my thoughts are not in this side
so please just hold me close
this is all I want you to say
I need to love you so
Now these tears are starting the rain
Now my fears are starting again
Every second, every sight
there’s an echo in my mind
don’t wanna hear, just wanna cry
just know why (x2)
All your love is what I have
and what I have is what I am,
is what I have, is what I am
your love is what I am
Every second, every fight
we cannot hide what lies inside
‘cause what I am is what I….
You can’t lay me counting seasons
it’s not your choice
you can’t hold me back now, hold me back now!
miserable thoughts
you won’t find these, no more
This is the truth
this is all I ever...,
all I never want
Please come, hold me behind the line
You can do so I know
now my thoughts are not in this side
so please just hold me close
this is all I want you to say
I need to love you so
Now these tears won’t start up the rain
Avoid my fears starting again
Don’t need to hold me close
I need to find you here
It’s been a slightly doze
I’m beating all my fears
Ignoring all of those
who assures you’re absentee
Now my life’s starting again
In my heart you’ll be
forever
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